One Quest..

Hanya satu pertanyaan...what's happened?...that's what you wrote...
well, I told you about our moving out of the place we lived....to a new place.
Itu saja..and you know what sayang, you just don't wanna know....
Lebih baik..just remember us the way we were....
And let's move on from here...don't look back.
I never said I wanna give up everything we had......I don't wanna forget us..No, not at all..
It's just that..I can't give you ..the life we dreamed of..once.
At least not now...kekasihku, please understand.
Life is a bit complicated I guess ..
Still my happiness is still there...when I read your writings....and I love you my Prince...you are still my Prince of the Moon. That will remain.

A new place...

Baby make your move..step across the line...that's what he said...just this one more time...

It's so peaceful here..good for us, she said.
I am so blessed to be with her ..here...for ..God knows..how long, she's had left.
There's a little shop ..down the village...nice ppl.
I hope I can do ...much, for her.
I hope I'll find my peace too ..here.
Nice weather ..up in The Netherlands..so I've heard from a friend this mornin'
Good..she said. Nice for them...
Here?..a bit cloudy..
We go to the market now..
See ya later..

helpless as we are

Happy as I am for you and your future...
And at the same time so sad...because..actually we are so helpless..and we have nothing in our hands...except..waiting and hoping..
You might wanna know..why all these depressing words?...
well I'll tell you..
Firstly..I am not in here anymore..since we've moved out of here...I followed my husband...to the country where he's working...at least for this first four year contract he's signed with his company.
My parents they'd left for another six months at least, to a warm destination far away from here too...as for my mother the better to recover and for my dad...to enjoy his old days, like they said themselves..
Well...no one left ...my brother..lives in Melbourne these days..with his beloved wife..he met last spring..in KualaLumpur..on his visit to Aussie.
Strange how life can be...
I enjoyed every minute of our friendship tho'.....please forgive me..everything.
whether it was on purpose or not..
'selamat berpuasa also..'for this year..
wish you a lot of Gods B....
wish u a happy life ..in any case..in Ina or here in the western continent at last...with yor beloved dearly wife. Please be happy together...
wassalam